I feel like Rain. Gentle and a force like Mom says. I feel like me. Rain is keeping a big secret from everyone around her: She's sad. All the time. Xander, her older brother, is an all-star student athlete and a superhero to Rain since their dad is not around. But even he can’t help Rain with her dark thoughts. Rain hates the way she looks and feels inferior to her best friend, Nara, who’s skinny and got more money, lighter skin, and hair that curls. When Xander is the victim of a hate crime, things take a turn for the worse. Xander stops speaking to everyone, including Rain, whose dark thoughts turn into action. Rain’s secret battle puts her life on the line. But when her favorite teacher invites her to an after-school circle group, Rain finds friends and the courage to help herself and her family heal.