It’s been almost a year since Rain’s brother Guthrie died, and her parents still don’t know it was all Rain’s fault. In fact, no one does—Rain buried her secret deep, no matter how heavy it weighs on her heart. So when her mom, who’s put on a brave face since that night, suggests that the family move from Vermont to New York City, Rain agrees. But her dad, who’s spent the last year in his room with the door closed, hates their new city. Rain’s not crazy about it, either; she’s never felt less like she belongs. With the one-year anniversary of Guthrie’s death approaching, Rain feels like everything around her is falling apart. And she’ll do anything to pick up the pieces.