In this laugh-out-loud and heartfelt memoir, writer, speaker, and podcaster Molly Stillman shares her unforgettable story of losing her mother, squandering an unexpected quarter-of-a-million-dollar inheritance in less than two years, attempting to launch a career in comedy but ending up on a farm instead, and finding faith, hope, and joy in the middle of it all. When Molly Stillman was seventeen, her mother, Lynda Van Devanter Buckley passed away after an eight-year battle with an autoimmune disorder, leaving her a quarter of a million dollars. Through "retail therapy" and a long series of grossly irresponsible financial decisions, Molly found herself broke less than two years later. An unlikely call with a compassionate credit counselor, meeting the spreadsheet-loving man who eventually became her husband, and a surprising visit to a church started her on a path that changed everything.