It’s the tabloid sensation of the year: 2 well-known footballers standing in the dock, charged with sexual assault. As the trial unfolds, Evan Keogh reflects on the events that have led him to this moment. He’s a talented footballer who wanted to be an artist. A gay man in a sport that rejects diversity. A defendant whose knowledge of what took place on that fateful night threatens more than just his freedom or career. The jury will deliver a verdict but, before they do, Evan must judge for himself whether the man he has become is the man he wanted to be.